Piper Grace- 12 hours old
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Little Bug,
I expected you to come early.
Your big sister was born at 40+10 with a little too much assistance for my liking.
This time is meant to be different.
I have talked to you about it every chance I have had. You know, blessing us both with a quick and manageable arrival. Letting me work with you on a kick ass entrance into the world. One that let me tell stories of my peaceful birth. Of how I was strong enough to say no to drugs. Of how you came out and looked like you were smiling.
Your sister tried so hard to stay inside. She was happy in her warm home. She screamed for longer than we wish to remember when she was torn from it. I still ache remembering her sad little eyes.
At around 39 weeks I was told you are still pretty high. No action has begun. I am closed. 40 weeks was the same.
I have followed most of the advice given. Curry, beach walks, fit ball, pineapple, red raspberry leaf tea, sexy time {as sexy as possible with a lump the size of a watermelon}, acupuncture. Nothing.
Here and there I think you may be starting your journey. That too passes and I am left, waiting.
This week we have a special appointment to see if we have enough time to keep waiting. If you stay perched on your mountaintop, we have no choice but to say yes to an induction...again.
This is something I will face if I need to.
Come on little bug, it's time to make your way here. Your mommy, daddy and big sister are dying to meet you. No matter what your journey.
With love,
Your mommy.